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i have feelings of love for the guy i see... does he love me too, what does he think of me?... i wish i could tell him he makes me whole, but i'm afraid to say what's deep in my soul... i don't want to lose him... for i would be alone... and some days i just can't wait to hear his voice on the phone... he does certain things to make me feel loved... some days he wants to be alone and my heart is shoved... i want to feel as though I am his safeguard... the one he can come to when things get hard... i will always be there to help him along... and before we met i wasn't as strong... i wish i could tell him what i feel inside... but i'm afraid of what he'll say, how he'll act on the outside...








intro
emelin tan pei xin | emmy
14 | september 21
tkgs | 2e9
string e
singapore


lurves
god | angels
mumi | dadi | meimei
fwenz
anithin fun
when i'm crazee
sleeping
icecream


dreamz
live my life 2 e fullest
grow taller
b able 2 pass my exams
find myself




   
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tkgs fwenz
[kwann]
[dorea]
[arthi]
[arthi-again]
[caroline]
[charmaine]
[amalina]
[sabarina]
[nadhirah]
[nurul]
[nazurah]
[amirah]
[canice]
[samantha]
[melissa]
[leslie]
[melody]
[lapkuan]

other ppl
[gillian]
[jolie]
[cathleen]
[julianna]
[hazel]
[eugene]

plugs
[kittens]
[blogskins]
[maystar]







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Wednesday, March 03, 2004
heartbreak lullaby

there is a hole in my heart... she is gone... no more 'what the hell!' i miss fai like shit... yesterday was fai's birthday... happy birthday fai... u will be in my heart forever... nothing will change the friendship that we shared... i wish u were here with me now... that u did not have to go back to thailand... i really love your present... it speaks a thousand words... i miss your hugs n your smile... everytime i think of u i feel like there is a hole in my heart. but till the day we meet again... u will always be in my heart, my mind, and my thoughts.

Posted at 10:31 am by aNgeLiquE
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Monday, February 23, 2004
one more day to go...

okay, tiz iz gr8! one more day and itz the step thing! okay bt i duno where to get the stupid pants from!!! damnit... 2daez a mtz ca waz nutz... hate all e caz tiz year anihoo, e gal comin iz danita ponganutree... haha... can't wait 2 c her! oh yeah,

HAPPY BIRTHDAE MING!


Posted at 09:35 am by aNgeLiquE
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Saturday, February 21, 2004
YAY!

now in e clazroom doin e step thang... can't wait 4 e person 2 cum! dance n dance n dance... reallii fun bt so tired... i bet kwann siying dorea n ming will freak if they saw me dancing... hee hee... realli FUN :p! luv evribodi!!! my new thai fwen iz danita ponganutree n she iz 13... can't wait 2 c her on tues!!!

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Friday, February 20, 2004
s.t.e.p

prcaticing for step now... DANCING!!! hahahr can't wait... bud gona miz alot of sch... tiz wk iz full of crapified caz!!

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Saturday, February 07, 2004
sigh...

man... tiz life izz nutz... i've juz bombed my mtz spring tests tiz wk... school iz gettin mad... 2 much stuf 2 do... juz had english, social studies n history e. ca yesterdae... sumone kill me,cuz i probably flunked all...

aniwae, back  yesterdae, e worse dae of my damn life... I HATE miz yeo!!! shez sho damn unreasonable u noe... kaez yesterdae, i spent recess studin cuz b4 tt i had 2 see 2 teacherz sho i cld not eat anithin... thn afta sch frm 2 to 3 i had my ss n history ca... kaez thn during sch time, miz yeo told me @ least 3 timez 2 go n eat lunh btwn 1 45 to 2!!! HOW IZ TT POSSIBLE??? WHERE IZ THERE ENUF TIME??? kaez thn straight afta my c.as, i had 2 go 4 robotics meeting... meanz at 3 o clock... n i had 2 leave early @ 3 30 cuz i got cca... n mr tan e teacher in charge told me tt i shld quit robotics blah blah... WADEVA... so i went 4 cca... n tiz iz e conversation btwn me n miz yeo...
<<miz yeo>> so emelin, did u eat ur lunch?
<<me>> no
<<miz yeo>> y not?
<<me>> got no time n summore everybody waz... ... [she cut me short!!]
<<miz yeo>> No, wad time did ur teacher cum
<<me>> i duno, my claz clock waz not workin
<<miz yeo>> huz ur teacher?
<<me>> mr peh, aniwae, he came quite soon after e laz bell [DERR, e ca iz @ 2]
<<miz yeo>> no, no teacher in her[mr peh iz a Her?] right mind would cum so early <<me>> [juz kept quiet]
<<miz yeo>> ha, i'm going 2 ask mr peh eh...
i didn't ans n juz went back 2 e room... thn later miz lau came n said : ... n even if ur ca finishes @ 3, i shld tink 20 minz iz enuff 4 u 2 go n grab ur lunch... ok, i noe tt she waz referin 2 me cuz she saw my black face... bud they didn't even let me explain tt i had 2 go 4 e robotics meeting!!! *sigh*

kaez, so afta cca i waz so damn pissed... i told miz yeo i had 2 leave 2 fetch my younger sister n it waz true but she tot tt i waz lying 2 her... aniwae, i juz hecked her n left...wad e hell

later, i told my mum wad happened n we concluded tt miz yeo iz n incompetent n unreasonable teacher.

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Saturday, January 17, 2004
my new life...

yay! finally i find e time to blog... whew... e laz 2 wkz were realli busi... string, school, violin, piano, mep blah blah blah...

i'm relli slp deprived man... got SO much hw... mr yap iz teachin me again tiz yr... physics... man... i hope i dun get him nxt yr... my register no iz stil e same... magic number 35... sho, e ppl in 3e2 r actualli not bad... they're nice but they're more quiet n hardworkin... man, i miz saf... e mew scholarz r nice ppl 2 but e china galz r damn quiet... hmmm... not used 2 peace in e claz i guez... hahaha thx 2 saffie... mr peh iz me fm... hez a nice guy i guez... though not used 2 him... well i've got sum new linkiez... so u can check em out...

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Saturday, January 03, 2004
halo 3e2 gdbye 2e9

halo peeps... yesterdae waz me first dae in 3e2... i guez it waz pretti ok... though i miz 2e9 but life doez go on... go i've gota move on n not keep holdin on to e past... ming ying waz not in sch though... she waz in hong kong 4 her auntz wedding... lucky duck... so aniwae, made sum new fwenz in 3e2... sum of em r realli gr8 ppl though sum r realli quiet... thre were so mani ppl from string though... melissa, chanel, eunice... hiaz... mr peh iz me form teacher... hez not a bad guy i guez... e new sch time table iz damn stupid wif all e odd n even wks stuf... i mean how r we supposed 2 remember? n e banner idea iz so wierd... i mean wad r e other ppl gona tink whn they c e banners? they'll probable tink tt we're mad wif all e odd n even wk stuf...

hiaz... got back my violin grade 5 resultz... got merit thank god... thank u miz yah... tot i waz gone fail cuz nv practice scalez thn during e exam i laz minute change e fingering during my pieces...

i took thiz quiz n thiz iz e result...

*drumroll*

Love-a-Lot Bear
You love to take care of others and people love being around you because you make them feel appreciated. You are very sweet and soft-spoken. You are also a romantic and consider yourself an excellent matchmaker, so you tend to be a bit nosy. But everyone still considers you the sweetest person they know.



N...

 

discover your inner candy heart @ quiz me



do u agree? tell me... ... ...

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Saturday, December 27, 2003
me, winner of survivor wadeva

hey hey, sori... nv blog fer super long... b4 i sae anithin, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! now, i'm trin 2 plough through this super super farni book called lauderama by sue margolis... itz realli gr8, go check it out... so, i'm reali sori i could't b there 4 e claz gathering... i waz overseeas... so thiz iz wad tt happened...

|| ||l |l||l ll||l| l l || [ day 1 + 15 dec + mon + s'pore 2 m'asia- k.l ]  || ||l |l||l ll||l| l l ||

woke up realli earli... lyke 5a.m... nearli killed meself... cuz i couldn't wake up... n got e best prezziez in me whole life... a blardi coff... y izzit tt i alwaz hav 2 get a damn coff evri time i go on holidae??? so, since my godpa insisted on fetching us 2 e place, we were lyke there waitin 4 e coach even b4 e agency opened... sigh i would hav fell asleep if not 4 e foul smell emitted frm duno where...

waited...

then, e agency finally opened thank god... e bus trip waz preeti uneventful though bcuz of my coff i kept on drinking water thn had 2 keep on prayin tt e nxt loo stop wd b soon b4 i wet my pantz...

after we reached e place,  we went 2 our rms, seprate rms - [rm 26-12]  me, evalin n aunti wardiya, [rm 26-01] mumi n dadi after waitin 4 ages 2 check in. on e way up 2 our rms, we were lyke stuck in e lift cuz thiz lift waz damn special n damn irritatin, u had 2 slot in ur room card thn it will go 2 tt level... or elz, e stupid operater will juz keep quackin - 'sorry, but this is a restricted area' crap. n i recognized e ppl we were stuck in e lift with waz e famili of a tk gal... cuz she waz there wif em... so thiz damn lift went 2 e 41 story...

we spent e rest of e dae explorin e berjaya tme square which waz e hotel n shoppin centre which we were stayin in... e hotel roms r pretty nice... there a huge tv n a big stereo... yeah... so we ate @ a thai restaurant. e fd waz damn gd n conked out...

|| ||l |l||l ll||l| l l || [ day 2 + 16 dec + tues + petronas twin towers]  || ||l |l||l ll||l| l l ||

went 2 e discoveri center @ e petronas twin towers... stayed there e whole dae... their sc center iz much better thn e one @ s'pore.... not much 2 tell u guz...

went back 2 e hotel later n crashed...


|| ||l |l||l ll||l| l l || [ day 3 + 17 dec + wed + theme park @ berjaya times square ]  || ||l |l||l ll||l| l l ||

ok... so tt dae waz e first time i realli mustered e guts 2 sit e ridez... nearli killed meself wif all tt screamin n coffin but it waz fun though i waz sayin my prayers n screamin... call me a scardi cat of wadeva u want... i dun care... but i'm gald i finalli got on2 e scary ridez... even if it ment screamin myself hoarse... hee hee...

spent e rest of e dae shoppin...

|| ||l |l||l ll||l| l l || [ day 4 + 18 dec + thurs + goin back 2 s'pore ]  || ||l |l||l ll||l| l l ||

biez m'asia! tt dae waz 2 best dae 2 end a holidae... sigh... e coach buz waz over loaded n we could not fit in2 it... damn... so we waited 4 another buz... luckily got space or elz we die...hiaz... thn whn we reached s'pore, in e late of e nite, we dicovered tt e bus tt we were takin home had been terminated!!!!! shit.... we walked 4 ages 2 many bus stops 2 find a bus cuz a cab can't take 5 ppl n there waz no cab.... sigh... n i waz cariing e heaviest luggge!!!...at laz, we managed 2 reach home sweet home....

anibodi hu can survive tt shld b e winner of survivor wadeva.... n e winner iz MI!


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Saturday, November 29, 2003
yikez...

oopz... nv blog fer long long tyme... sori...

juz had me violi exam yesterdae... e examiner waz so damn cute... she kept on saying 'thank u veri much indeed'... tee hee so cute... thn later i learnt tt when she saez tt, it meanz tt she iz veri happy wif u... afta tt went 2 mcdonaldz 4 lunch wif my sis...

later going 2 miz yah's 4 grp claz... hope tt kai ping iz not thre.... damn scared of him...

sigh... saw aubry or sumthin lyke tt @ e mrt stn... i 4got hiz name... pai seh... mei mei az usual went mad whn she saw him wavin @ me... she haz thiz thang bout me... doez not like me 2 talk 2 boiz... n yet wanz me 2 get a boifren so tt she haz sumone 2 take advantage of 2 buy thangz fer her... nutz...

so sry tt i didn't go 2 e claz bondin thang... cldn't make it... wonder wadz goin on...



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Wednesday, November 19, 2003
back frm camp

okiez... went for cca 2dae... sux... now on more playin e combine pieces wif chinez high... miz yeo onli waste my time in practicing... urrgh!!!

my violin exam iz nxt wk n i juz realised tt... shit... i'm not ready... n no onez goin wif me 4 e exam... aniwae, bad bad news... my grade 3 violin exam i got top in s'pore... so now i gota go perform @ e concert @ victoria concert hall... arrrgh!!! those ppl will b thinkin hu iz tt old cow on e stage... but itz not fair... i juz learned e violin laz year... shit...

aniwae, e camp waz realli gr8 though i didn't expect it 2 b so nice... hee hee... i found out tt nicoll e holy person waz fwenz wif mingz fwen ruiyi... wad a small world... n i got 2 noe nelson, pek geok n jerome... they're reali nice ppl... i LOOOOOORRRRRRVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEE them.... hugz n kisses...
 

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